CYOA Wednesday [A Day to Learn to Let Go 25]

If you liked my story A Night to Remember to Forget, you’ll be happy to know a spiritual sequel started today on my Patreon. It will be presented in CYOA format like the original and it’s entitled A Day to Learn to Let Go . All members (free and paid) can read it and vote on how they wish to see the plot proceed. Synopsis below:

Meredith’s long dream of organizing a series of BDSM conferences and workshops is finally coming to fruition. Mistress Susan is one of the guests of honor, with a workshop dedicated to hypnotic BDSM. What fun happenings will ensue?

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Read the twenty-fifth segment below:

25 – Fractionated

Elena hovered in that altered space, lucent and elastic, where the distinction between thought and sensation grew thin as vapor. The cadence of her breath matched the rise and dip of Mistress Susan’s voice, which now bypassed the surface of her mind and went straight to the center. She knew, on some level, that she was performing, that this was a demonstration for the roomful of curious strangers, but her body no longer made the distinction between exhibition and lived experience. The heat trembling inside her was absolutely real.

“Let’s continue,” she said.

“Okay.”

Mistress Susan, pivoting from the gentle drift of floating, began a new pattern. “Elena, I’m going to count you up from one to five, then bring you back down. Each time, you’ll become more sensitive. Each time, you’ll want to go even deeper.” Her words slipped around Elena’s consciousness, slick and silken.

Mistress Susan’s heels clicked briskly as she returned to the front of the podium, her bearing that of a conductor raising the baton before the downbeat. She fixed her gaze on Elena and began to count.

“One,” she said—a syllable that landed crisp and dry, like a pebble tossed into a quiet pond.

“Two.” The next number echoed in the conference room, and Elena felt something in her brain shift, as if a curtain had been parted to admit more light, more air.

“Three, four, five.” At each number, Elena’s sense of self grew sharper. She could feel the fabric of her clothes grazing her thighs, the uneven rhythm of her breath, the minute fluctuations of her pulse. It was as if she’d been submerged in dense water and was now, abruptly, shot upward to the surface, lungs snapping open, eyes seared by the stage lights.

For a heartbeat, Elena was truly herself again. She caught a glimpse of the audience: dozens of faces, variously avid and skeptical, all pointed in her direction. A hot streak of embarrassment flared through her sternum as she realized the extent of her obedience, the unguarded way she had yielded to suggestion. What was she doing? What must she look like, swaying there with that silly scarf, her expression so open and hungry? In the overflow of sudden self-consciousness, she almost laughed, almost bolted, but even as the impulse gathered, Mistress Susan’s eyes locked her in place.

“Sleep,” Mistress Susan intoned.

The word was not barked or harsh, but delivered in a tone so soft and smooth that it seemed to bypass Elena’s ears and slip directly into her bloodstream. It was not a question or an invitation. It was a direct command that yanked Elena back down, headlong, into the well of her own mind. At the instant the word landed, Elena’s knees buckled, and her shoulders loosened. Every muscle, every joint, seemed to sigh at the same time. Her body went liquid and heavy, eyelids drooping as if loaded with sand. Her last coherent thought was a burst of gratitude at the relief of not having to perform, to explain herself, to be anything but utterly receptive.

The reentry into trance was dizzying, almost violent. It reminded her of the childhood game where you spun in circles until you collapsed, giggling and helpless, on the grass. Only now, there was no laughter, just an overwhelming craving for more. The world telescoped, a tunnel of darkness ringed by the soft glow of the stage lights and the voice that ruled over her.

Yet even as she plummeted, a sliver of Elena remained conscious—aware not only of the spectacle she was making of herself but also of the strange relief it provided. The audience melted away, the room shrank, and all that remained was her and Mistress Susan and the scarf that now felt like a live wire in her hands.

Mistress Susan did not pause. “Deeper,” she murmured, and Elena’s insides turned to syrup. With each repetition—“Deeper, deeper, that’s right”—the boundaries of her selfhood stretched and thinned, until there was barely a membrane separating her from whatever came next. The mild sense of humiliation from before was gone, replaced by a heady anticipation. It was as if she had signed over control of her nervous system, and now the smallest word, the faintest gesture, could send her spiraling.

Counting resumed, but this time in reverse. “Five, four, three…” Elena’s perception fuzzed at the edges, her sense of time unspooling like a reel of film gone slack. At “two,” she felt a surge of heat, as if someone had poured molten glass down the column of her spine. At “one,” there was nothing but the wish for it to never stop.

Mistress Susan’s pacing, Elena realized dimly, was not improvised. The transition from up to down, from lucidity to dream, was engineered for maximum impact. Each ascent heightened the stakes, and each descent made the return more necessary, more urgent. Elena understood, on some primitive level, that she was being taught a lesson in trust; she also understood, with a shudder of giddy terror, that this was only the beginning.

The next suggestion was delivered in a near-whisper, so intimate it felt like it was being breathed directly into Elena’s ear. “Whenever I say ‘sleep,’ you’ll drop right back into this feeling. It will become easier every time. It will feel better every time.” The words did not require her agreement—they simply were, as natural as rain. And when Mistress Susan snapped her fingers to punctuate the command, Elena’s body flinched, then relaxed, her mind sinking still further into that velvet abyss.

Elena’s head lolled, a whimper caught in her throat. She felt her insides contract, then melt again. The world narrowed to the axis between her heartbeat and the fingertips still clutching the scarf.

Mistress Susan repeated the cycle, each time with a fresh twist. Sometimes she counted fast, sometimes slow. Sometimes she would snap Elena awake with a sly, “You’re back, darling,” and let her bask in the attention of the audience for a moment. Other times, she would linger at the edge of waking, asking Elena to describe what she was feeling.

“It’s like… I’m rippling inside,” Elena confessed, her voice husky with surprise. “Like everything good is turned up.”

“That’s perfect,” Mistress Susan said, and the warmth in her tone was as palpable as a caress. “Now, next time, when I wake you, I want you to feel that every sensation is doubled, tripled, multiplied. Every touch, every word, every glance from these lovely people out here. Is that clear?”

Elena nodded, and Mistress Susan counted her back up. On five, Elena’s eyes fluttered open, and the room seemed suddenly brighter, the faces of the audience more intent, more hungry. She could feel them watching her, not in the abstract, but as a chain of heat linking every inch of her skin to the velvet darkness inside. Then, just as Elena started to get her bearings, Mistress Susan dropped her again.

The cycle became a kind of music: up, down, up, down, each movement orchestrated to stir something deeper and deeper within Elena. The scarf, once only a prop, now felt like a part of her, an extension of her nerves. When Mistress Susan directed her to let it slide over her bare arms or to twist it around her fingers, the sensation was as sharp and sweet as a first kiss.

With every pass, Elena felt the line between herself and Mistress Susan blur. She was a puppet, a partner, and the audience all at once. And the more she was fractionated, the more she wanted to slip into that shimmering space where she was entirely sensation, entirely want.

Mistress Susan continued the demonstration by repeatedly waking and dropping Elena into trance, amplifying her reactions and delighting the audience. And during this time, all Elena could think of was,

“Please don’t stop.”

To decide what happens next, head over to my Patreon (you can join for free), and vote on the poll there until next Sunday. 

If you’re new to these CYOA stories, here are the basic rules:

1) You can only choose one option;

2) If there’s a tie at the end of the poll, and the competing options can be combined somehow, I’ll do that. If not, I get the deciding vote to keep the tale going.

3) The process continues every Wednesday until the story runs its natural course.

Have fun.